She holds the title of being the very first American Idol, she’s got multiple Grammy‘s, tons of fans and success…but there’s still just one thing that [lastfm link_type="artist_info"]Kelly Clarkson[/lastfm] admits to never having!

[lastfm link_type="artist_info"]Kelly Clarkson[/lastfm] has admitted that she has never really been in love.

Aw, no worries girl! I feel ya on this one!

According to US Weekly, Kelly said, ”I’ve never experienced certain things, and I think that’s because I have this side of me that is shut off. Because I haven’t found anybody yet to open to that I feel like, ‘OK, you’re worth breaking down that wall for.’ I’ve never found that.“

Totally understandable! She went on to say that she doesn’t even want to get married until she’s in her late 30s. “Statistically, if you wait that long, you’re not going to get divorced,” she explains. (lol, well I guess that’s one way to look at it…)

Seriously thought, Kel isn’t in any rush, and her tour schedule definitely doesn’t help! “It’s really hard to date when I’m on four different continents in a week. Even if I do meet a great guy, I ain’t ever gonna see him. There’s only so much you can do with Skype!“